Oh my Buddha, today marks my 20th week in Thailand!
I can't believe I've been here 5 months already! Those of us at Ricefields had a saying this summer, "The days go by slow, but the weeks fly by". When I first heard someone say that, I actually laughed out loud, because it is so incredibly true! It will be 11:00am some days and I feel like it should be 4:00pm already. Yet every Sunday I stop and ask myself where the week went. Time is a funny thing, especially in Thailand (or maybe it's just being in another country).
20 weeks! So much has happened in that time, and at some point Ban Chiang Yuen became home, and my Thai friends became family. By the end of July just the thought of leaving Ricefields made me feel homesick. My flight home was scheduled for August 14th, and I couldn't imagine myself getting on that plane and going "home" to the States. It felt so wrong. Around this time when I started to become anxious about leaving, my manager at Ricefields had a talk with me about extending my time here to lead some group trips in the fall. I practically yelled YES!!!!! at her when she asked if I'd be interested. That would buy me at least another two months in Thailand! I was psyched.
Another few weeks passed and I found myself having another conversation with the same manager, asking if I would be interested in being recommended for full-time. This time I didn't yell, because I was speechless. I had heard so many people talk about their desire to get hired on full-time, and how few spots actually opened up. I was interested no doubt, but I didn't let myself get my hopes up. The recommendation would have to work its way up a chain of people in the company before it could even become a possibility. I went about my work, just trying to enjoy the last weeks with students. The last week of the summer, the chairman of the company came to Ricefields and requested a meeting with me to discuss future possibilities. Things were moving fast; the top of the chain was interested in talking to me! The meeting went well, and I left with several tasks to accomplish and a "let's talk again about full-time in October". Now, I'm the type of person who likes to have a solid plan for the future pretty far in advance, so going through two months of having an uncertain future was rough (probably more so for my parents than me!). It ended up being really good for me. It taught me to be patient and to live in the present because you can't always control the future. I decided to work hard and just focus on one day at a time.
So that's exactly what I did. I threw myself into teaching 15 wonderful Thai, Lao, Burmese, and Cambodian men who needed to improve their English skills. Teaching English to adults was harder than I expected, and I thank God that I was partnered with a fellow staff member who speaks Thai (We miss you in class William!). I took what I learned from my ESL classes and adapted it for our purposes. We did a lot of miming and charades, which usually resulted in laughter from all parties involved. As time passed and the students' Englilsh progressed, I realized I was having a blast! So, when it was time for me to leave Ricefields to lead some group trips, I was sad. Was I excited to travel to some new places? Absolutely. Was I experiencing major separation anxiety after being rooted in Udon for 15 weeks? Definitely.
The trip ended up being amazing! The group was 15 high school students and 2 teachers from a private school in Brisbane, Austrailia (Miss you guys!). We traveled through northern Thailand, Shan State in Burma, and down the Mekong in Laos. I can't imagine traveling with a better group than the one we had, and it was cool to experience some of the activities for the first time with these students. I'm pretty positive that I was equally, if not more excited than the group! We had a great two weeks, and I had the pleasure of introducing them to Ricefields on the last two days of the trip. It was cool showing them around my home. I was also surprisingly happy and relieved to see my friends! In fact, I almost knocked a few of them over with the gigantic hugs I gave them when they picked us up at the Laos-Thai border.
I've been back at Ricefields for two weeks, and have resumed teaching and working on some side projects. And sometime between a week and a week and a half ago, I had my interview for full-time. I was honored and amazed at how highly my managers and bosses had spoken of me. I felt so incredibly blessed by the favor God was showing me through this opportunity! After hearing the details of my position, I was even more excited...
5 months of the year I will spend in the US selling trips. Honestly, selling something I feel so personally invested in will not even feel like sales, but more like sharing my passion with people who are interested in our programs. After a few weeks of meetings and a mini vaca, I'll return to Thailand and come home to Ricefields! I will be managing the service projects that we offer at base during the summer and then I'll be teaching English and leading groups again in the fall. I couldn't have created a better position for myself! I am grateful that I stuck out some of the not-so-awesome jobs I had because they all prepared me for this. I'm blessed and humbled to be in this position, and I want to constantly remind myself how lucky I am in the coming months.
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My mini wine cooler/ice cream celebration after accepting my full-time position! |
I love Rustic Pathways. I love working for Rustic Pathways. But not just because I get to travel to awesome places and see amazing things...even though that is an incredible perk. I love what we do and what we stand for. I love that we not only introduce students to amazing places in the world, but that we show them how to respect and positively impact those places without trying to "westernize" them. I love that we hire amazing locals and teach them English and give them job skills that allow them to support their families. I love that we build relationships with villages we work in, and that we provide assistance to meet needs they may have. I love that every staff member is so incredibly different and unique, but we all respect each others backgrounds and beliefs. I don't know where I'll be at in 5 years, 10 years, or 20 years from now, but I know that
right now...I love where I'm at.
I realize I haven't shared any stories from my 5 months here except for the one to tell why I'm still in Thailand! In the next few months I will post random stories, memories, and experiences that come to mind (with pictures of course!), and tell you all about trying to learn Thai!
One last completely unrelated note: I'll be leaving Thailand on November 6 to head to Kenya! To those of you who have helped me financially - thank you, thank you, thank you! It's been a challenge this year, but I know I'm meant to be there. I am excited to see the kids at the school and orphanage and to work with the Highpoint team again! I'm also stoked to return home on Thanksgiving day (sorry Mom and Dad!) and getting to catch up with everyone before I head out for sales season. I'll miss my family in Thailand, but I know I will see them again soon. And to be honest...I'm ready to bite into a big, juicy, medium-well, American steak!
All my love from Thailand!
xoxo Chrissy